This site is basically my own Diary!!
I will be adding my thoughts here anytime I want and however I want!!
Used for venting and random notes for myself and stuffz!! Maybe you'll find it interesting!! :3
That's probably all you need to know about this place!
09.02.2026 - Me and F basically stopped talking like a week and smthin ago.
It's so wild that till then we literally talked everyday since we met.
It does feel relieving, I won't lie. That was my old life.
I am not the same person anymore, I don't know if that's for the better or worse.
Our prom is coming up this week, im stressed as fuck. I wish I wouldn't have to go.
Everyone is quite excited to go, preparing their suits, dresses, makeups and other stuff.
I'll just wear my old blacksuit I bought for 300czk for the end of the 9th year again.
And my classic black pants I wear everyday.
I honestly wish I would care more about it, I wish it would actually mean something to me,
but it doesn't.
It's just extra bother for me that day, if I wouldn't have my friends there. I would really consider skipping it whole.
I've been talking with A a lot and I think I didn't mention S here yet.
She's very sweet and we talk very often, both of them are a big mental support for me lately.
I am so grateful for both. I think I'm pretty happy with the people I have in my life currently.
Everything is quite okay lately, I really needed that for a while.
(Well, everything if I forget about graduating in few months and the fucking prom)
I don't update this page as often as I would like, but with my fuckass brain,
Everything feels like a task. I even procrastinate playing video games I really wanted to play,
Or going on that trip I wished to make, or just making a stupid post like this.
Why do I have to be this way, ugh.
Whatever, I'll go to sleep now, its already past midnight and im exhausted.
I have two exams tomorrow.
Max's out, for now!